Monday 31 August 2009






Aloha
Just some photos before my hair went auburn. I loveeee the top I'm wearing, New Look sales what a find! My Hair is reaching the stage where it now looks shit whatever the length. So I have decided to humour it. Living it up
May you stay forever young...
I think if I did stay forever young like the Bob wants ;) I'd hate it lol. Need to gain some age tbh. But I have to say this is possibly one of my favourite songs at the moment. Forever Young, could I even go as far as to say it's my favourite song? I wonder. I do love it though. It's lovely. LISTEN :)
Just got back from shopping. I didn't get clothes like I expected i would. Instead i got some cute clips from accessorize and 4 DVDs from HMV; Garden State, Monty Python and the Holy Grail-Leg film, P.S I love you and The Notebook. Better be all mint like lol. I know Garden State's good.
Please Please Please check out a cool band that virtually no one has heard of but are truly cool (if you like punkish music) A. That's their name:A. I recommend "I love lake Tahoe" or "Good Time".
That's all for now folks!
P.S.-THANKYOU to the few people who do sometimes comment on this and read it!!! Also thanks to all of my 4 followers lol. It means alot that anyone follows tbh :)









Sunday 30 August 2009






Aloha
Life is as good as it can get at the moment minus the crappy hair haha.
Sleepovers, Cringey Videos and Dancing-what could be better?
I'm Loving Strawberry lip gloss ,the smell of L'Oréal Hairspray, Huge Plates of Tomato Pasta and
Cupcakes Cupcakes Cupcakes!
Imagine There's No Heaven, It's Easy If You Try...
Last night was fun. Got myself a makeover from the great Stacey although my hair decided it would be fun to ruin itself. My hair and I get on together very well.
Last week of freedom before the clutches of Sixth Form take over. Still got some English left to do. How sad. It's summer and I have homework. Lovely.
You May Say I'm A Dreamer, But I'm Not The Only One
60's/70's music is the way forward. If we didn't have The Beatles we wouldn't have had
John Lennon and we wouldn't have had this song.
Imagine that!

Friday 28 August 2009




ALOHA!

I'm Loving;

My new auburn hair, glossy vintage music mags, my English reading list,

Hazy Coffee shops, Art fairs and Mad days with friends.

Sunshine You Just Blow My Mind

Tomorrow is Saturday and I have money in my pocket thanks to my GCSE results

A's and B's = A pretty chuffed girl and pretty chuffed mother so therefore;

A pretty chuffed purse!

On the "To Buy" list are Pink boots to enable me to have that extra feisty look about me,

Makeup to cover up, Clothes to do up and music to suck up.

We want a new me :) No more of this sad girl who hates

mirrors, hello cool girl who couldn't give a toss!

WISH ME LUCK!!!!

xxx

Boys Boys and Oh More Boys

I don't really know what to write about but boys always seem like a great topic now haha. Must be my age catching up with me at long last. No longer have time for those crazy hazy days of make believe, now I have real troubles on the mind. By real I obviously mean not so much haha.
Every time I fall for yet another I do tend to fall quite badly. Think stitches and spot the dog plasters :)
Anyway an appropriate song for all things concerning this, and there are freakishly a few, is "Stolen" by Dashboard Confessional. Not my normal type o'music I know but hey you only live once and all that shiz so may as well try new things. This song comes in handy every other day lol, every other day being when I feel another damn boy has "stolen my heart"! Every other day, God sake, it really can't be healthy!
After I listen to that song I then have to yell a bit, as you do, and the perfect song for that (by the same band) is "Vindicated". Seriously knock it up to max volume and scream the lyrics. Does wonders for the soul and also annoys your crappy chav neighbours at the same time. Perfect package!
Recently another boy drama took place in my life in the form of Jason. Or as he is now called "The Gizza kiss boy". Jason's song is simple. It's either "Where have you been?" by Reel Big Fish or "You're so Vain" by Carly Simon. The fist song you haveee to substitute "him" and "boyfriend" etc for "her" and "girlfriend" unless you'd like to be viewed as a boy. If you do; what ever floats your boat/rocks ya socks and all that :)
These songs are serious voice launches. Yell the lyrics! Vent! Scream! Most of all dance! Stupid boys saying YOU don't have rhythm, screw them. Course ya do!
Yes boys what a troublesome subject. I'm sure I'll get over them soon. I'm sure I could tell another fib as big as that if I wanted to lol. Just have to work out a way to trick my heart into disliking the male species, at least until I can actually handle it. Hell at least until my heart can.
I'm off to listen to some more music that totally isn't me. More me two years ago. Yeps that's right i was "that" Ska girl haha.
Roll on "Rest of my Life" by Less Than Jake :) That's right, I'm gonna have a dance!

Thursday 20 August 2009

Resultssssss

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
What is the point in exams really? TBH i think the gov' secretly gets kicks out of kids worrying none stop about whether they'll do well.
I'm gonna give a big fat Up Yours to the Gov come results day, after I've cried/drowned my sorrows in the School toilets lol :/
Bad times all round.

Wednesday 5 August 2009

Tooty Fruity Madness of Summer

So another bored day of doing nothing looms ahead of me but it's all good. Roll on Thursday is what I say! Vintage Shop Parties and Cupcake madness galore. What could be better?
Hopefully this semi ok weather will hold out for a bit coz I actually cannot be bothered to be glum and tired again. Rain always brings on sad droopy moods lol.

My relationship is now officially complicated. So that's great really. Seriously never ever decide it would be fun to carry on what should have just been a brief holiday fling. It all eventually ends in tears and basally drunk times all round. Which despite how joyous it may sound is never actually a good thing. Although tbh I'm not complaining about the technique of trying to forget even if it is slightly deranged and also semi sorta downward spiral of mayhem :) If anyone is going through similar gorgey art boy withdrawal symptoms i thoroughly recommend Malibu Sea Breeze. Yum yum and yum again. It's perfection in a glass with cranberries and grapefruit and lime and pineapple you also get to pretend its 4 of your five a day :p
It also looks pretty darn good too A little like a sunset/rise in a glass and that is never ever a bad thing.
So enough of boy drama coz us girls seem to suffer more than their fair share of it and I think someone should take that up with a higher being tbh.
I have decided that I will definitely be going camping this summer. I'm sick of the same old sights and I crave to be out in the country where its endless fresh air and hilly footpaths for miles around. I actually dream to pop my head out of a tent and just see sheep and cows and the occasional dog walker. I don't know what it is about camping but it makes me feel so happy and calm and relaxed. Which really campers should not feel at all if my experiences are anything to go by. Endless mud treks just to get to the rather rusty bathroom in the middle of a freezing December night or running away from cows and tripping over startled (but ok) sheep. Yes you could say I am not your average camper lol. It's the one time where I actually stop worrying about what I look like because lets face it, campers never look completely drop dead out of the catalogue gorgeous do they? Unless they are fake campers who bring their entire makeup supply and such with them. Who can be bothered?
I have also decided to live my life in a carefree manner. No more worrying about what I look like all the time or if my hair is being crap and wandering off into a mind of it's own (which, sadly, is often the case). No I will be free spirited and Girl of the Mountains lol. I'm not gonna tame my wild ways rather encourage them. No more trying to be something I'm not because tbh that is way too much hard work and often is very unfruitful anyway. Plus when I am me sometimes people pay more attention so you learn something new everyday lol.
Although what could be attractive about an unstable laugh and hideous noes I do not know lol. But hey whatever floats ya boat.
Last of all I do have faceyb-you know that old torture chamber which slowly starts to become your sad little life lmao-So thanks for ze people who have added me and those who have not feel free to :)
Over and Out and TTFN also Au Revoir which I have not said in a while :)
Goodbye

Tuesday 4 August 2009

Babbling And Rambling...

So I'm sitting at this computer, coffeed to the max and still feeling lazy. How? How after 3, (yes 3!) cups of coffee in 3 hours is this actually possible? Tbh I don't actually think it is possible I think something just went a bit wrong for me lol. I think it's now time to put down my lovely coffee stained cup and step away slowly so that I'm not lured back into this craving nightmare anytime soon.

I'm currently in love with Ryan Adams. He is an amazing song writer not to mention the guy has quite a voice :) Sylvia Plath (the song) is so relaxing and also I can totally relate to it. I wish I had a Sylvia Plath tbh. How cool would that be? Pretty damn cool I hear you shout and you are right. Sylvia Plath was the epitome of crazy but in a sophisticate wonderfully talented way. She basically, in my opinion, oozed class out of every word she wrote. The Bell Jar ranks high in my favourite books of all time, coming just a close second to The Great Gatsby which is Summer Sunshine and Jazz music in a book.

Summer is the perfect time for reading. You can sprawl out anywhere and just stretch your mind with thoughts of other worlds or cities or times. Yesterday I was deep in Whitby, smelling the sea salt and clean breeze and tingling whenever Dracula made an appearance. Today I'm deep in the American Depression and tomorrow I think I'll give 1920s America another try. I have music that goes with each book. For example The Great Gatsby goes perfectly with Miles Davis or Bill Evans Trio; Alice in Wonderland is 7.01 minutes of hazy smokey bars and women in floating dresses. I can envision the lawn parties when I hear Billy Holiday, Bessie Smith and Ma Rainey.

Summer so far has been full of utter LOL moments and mentally unstable times. Perfection really. I have my friends to thank for that and also the nonsense ramblings of my brilliantly mad mind :) Here are some pictures from yesterday:
(I am the one with the short hair, Becca is the other one)
Well I think that's enough for now. I can't really think of much to say lol. Weird.
Anhoo
TTFN

Monday 3 August 2009

Summer Thoughts

Well I haven't written in ages it seems which is quite bad or quite good depending on how you look at it. I've obviously developed some sort of "life" outside of the Internet and that can't really be a bad thing but I have also been neglecting to read the fab blogs that others have wrote and thats not really a good thing. Anyway a lot has happened to me since I last wrote, matters of the heart again needless to say.

Where to begin? Well let me see. My brain is now totally against me. In fact I'm pretty sure if anything it hates me and is doing everything in it's power to totally go against me in everything and anything and of course anyone. God it's so unfair no matter how much I tell it that under no circumstances should it start to pine after "that" boy it somehow always finds a loophole and does just that. Ridiculous. I'm pretty sure though that with some vigorous mind control exercises I can take back a little of my own thoughts and wipe out any funny ideas it might be getting against my will. I realise typing this that I sound mad and tbh I guess I am lol.

I have also become a fan of The OC something I thought would never happen. It's quite good in a "spoilt rich kids always in trouble" kind of way. I'm currently on the first series and have found myself rapidly becoming addicted. This series though will not wipe away my love for Gilmore Girls which is what I like to call, "A classier kind of drama." It's littered with wit and literary references that make me feel really clever when I get them lol.

Another thing I've sadly become a fan of is Jason Mraz, I never thought I would. But the stupid man has got right inside my head along with that over played song "Butterfly" there was just no need for it but of course my brain having a mind of it's own it has decided that now it likes that music and so I have been dragged along with it lmao.
I still maintain that Corinne Bailey Rae's Butterfly is much better though.

This summer I am totally going to Up my game when it comes to boys, I'm sick and tired of being single lol also I'm gonna tell myself every morning that actually I am attractive whether it be true or not.Confidence, I've been told, does wonders for you :) So confidence it shall be.

To finish let me just say I never thought I'd find people this side of 40 that would appreciate the same music as I do but It seems there are a few out there so I can at last talk about Little Feat and The Band and Bob Dylan etc freely and without feeling like a fool :)

That's all for today I think, I'll try and write more often.
TTFN